I Find Her Disgusting Chapter 94

Chen Cha’an, still sporting her dark circles, returned to work. Ms. He’s demeanor softened for a rare moment, and she asked if Chen Cha’an needed more personnel to assist.
Chen Cha’an, as always, declined. Firstly, this level of staying up late was completely within her capabilities. Secondly, she was the person most familiar with Yan Huirou, and there was only one dialogue channel—adding another person would only be watching, completely unnecessary.
The next day, the Medical Department held another new meeting, inviting external experts. Chen Cha’an wondered how the progress was on their end.
Chen Cha’an rested her head on her hand, gazing at the screen with a complicated mood, continuously stirring a cup of instant coffee. She knew many things, but she couldn’t dump them all on Yan Huirou at once. Especially now, Yan Yan was deeply in love with that character. No one could be sure if Yan Huirou would be able to accept it. What if it backfired, and she simply refused to return?
How should she lay the groundwork over a long period?
Chen Cha’an took a big gulp of coffee. That good colleague really liked to give her problems. Once Yan Huirou was rescued and brought back, she’d have to make her write a self-critique until she puked.
She sat in front of the screen, composed herself, and finally pressed the button, reopening the dialogue channel.
Yan Yan? Are you there?
The screen monitored by the System finally accurately jumped to Yan Huirou… or rather, to Jiang Xidai’s embrace.
This was the Shasheng Sect in the early morning. As dawn broke, Jiang Xidai transitioned from deep sleep to light slumber. She softly lifted a hand, reaching over and resting it on Yan Huirou’s arm. She squirmed around, and for some reason, ended up holding Yan Huirou completely in her arms. Satisfied, she buried her head in Yan Huirou’s neck, having found a familiar scent and also blocking the annoying light streaming in from the window. She didn’t move an inch after that.
Yan Huirou quietly served as a human pillow, though she had slept so poorly that night, it was as if she hadn’t slept at all.. She had been thinking about the “System” the entire time.
That peculiar static sound reappeared. Yan Huirou had adapted to it once, and was no longer startled. She listened as the static gradually distorted, then hummed as if finally catching a signal.
Yan Yan? Are you there?
Yan Huirou’s throat moved, but she made no sound, seemingly not wanting to disturb Jiang Xidai. She lowered her eyelashes, raised a finger, and “shushed” at the ceiling.
…If you concentrate mentally, using a method similar to spiritual energy transmission within your mind, I can hear you speak.
Chen Cha’an silently grumbled from outside the screen: Does that old ancestor look like she needs sleep that badly?
“So that’s how it is.” Yan Huirou adapted quickly, and asked with concern, “Has your superior left?”
Mmm, yes, they’ve left.
“So are you going to transmit my memories now?” Yan Huirou asked, “It sounds like you have the initiative for the transmission; I don’t seem to have a choice.”
No, it’s not compulsory. Chen Cha’an answered very cautiously: After all, all our current efforts are to ensure your successful return. Violent emotional fluctuations can cause matching failure… do you understand without a memory reserve of related information?
“Mmm,” Yan Huirou pondered for a moment. “In simple terms, if I go crazy, I can’t come back, and your mission fails. You’ll have to go back and write a self-critique.”
Yes, that’s exactly it! Heavens, your decoding ability is still so strong… Wait, the emphasis isn’t on the self-critique!! It’s on you!
I was responsible for sending you to this world in an emergency. This world was entirely developed by the main office; it’s a less important project with fewer bugs, lower completeness, low character self-awareness, relatively controllable plot, and high safety factor.
I chose the original female lead with the highest personality match as your physical body in the alternate world. And in the plot, the female lead won’t encounter major accidents. It was all for your safety, you see.
“…Safety is good. Can’t I just safely stay here?” Yan Huirou had a bit of a headache. Some memories flashed abruptly in her mind, but when she tried to recall them, they vanished.
The problem is, this is an incomplete alternate world! Yan Yan, incomplete means it can’t operate on its own. In the void, the girl on the other end seemed to hastily drink something, almost choking herself. Simply put, if something happens on our end and the energy supply is cut off, it will rapidly collapse; and after the original plot concludes, you have no idea what you’ll face. Do you know how dangerous that is?
“Collapse…” Yan Huirou’s eyes widened. “What about the people here then?”
Let me recite the staff regulations for you: no matter what happens, do not develop emotional connections with mission characters. Yan Yan, they are merely research subjects to you, not complete life forms, and certainly not people. Their rights are not protected by law.
You’ve always done this very well in the past, and I believe you can do it now.
Furthermore, Jiang Xidai’s character has very strong self-awareness. Staying by her side makes the risk uncontrollable.
Chen Cha’an seemed to have found her daily observation rhythm again, and began to seriously analyze the big picture for her.
“…”
A deathly silence.
“Research… subjects?” Yan Huirou said, “But she is more vibrant than anyone. Your definition of a person is too arrogant.”
…I know. In fact, even after extensive training, I can’t completely avoid subjective emotions. Chen Cha’an said, But this regulation, to the greatest extent, protects our safety. Though it’s cold, its significance is great. Our industry has always been highly dangerous, and because there are so few of us, the fatality rate is even higher than on the front lines. The life of every employee cannot be easily given up.
Alright, I’ve strayed. Let’s get back to the topic—you have to come back. Staying in this world is unrealistic and irrational. Secondly, your physical body is still lying in its container in nutrient solution. If you don’t come back soon, you’re going to die, Yan Huirou. I’m not kidding you.
“I modified the system code,” Yan Huirou murmured. “So, it seems that coming here was within my expectations. My amnesia was also within my expectations. What… was my intention then?”
You… Someone on the other end of the void slammed a cup down, seemingly angry. After all, Chen Cha’an got angry every time she thought of this.
When operating this small world codenamed “White Lotus,” Yan Huirou had carried milk tea and left work with her. Chen Cha’an had said she wanted to go to the bathroom and asked Yan Huirou to watch her computer for a while, to make sure no one touched it. After being partners for so long, she trusted Yan Huirou one hundred percent.
Yet, this person committed an act of self-theft, actually daring to touch her trashy spaghetti code! How could she dare? That was a sacred temple Chen Cha’an herself didn’t dare to touch. Later, during the emergency activation, it caused the system to become an idiot and bind the wrong person. Chen Cha’an was utterly perplexed, tirelessly sifting through tens of thousands of lines in the sht mountain of code until she found the cause of the loophole.
Don’t try to figure out your intentions, Yan Yan. Coming back alive is more important. Even if you don’t think about yourself… what about… thinking about your friends at the bureau? Like me? Life without you is truly awful. Or Ms. He, whom you worry about? She’s your superior, and she used to admire you so much. When she heard what happened to you, an old lady rushed back from out of town without rest…
Yan Huirou, however, keenly spotted another loophole. “Logically, in such examples, one would cite blood relatives, not friends and superiors. Where are my family members?”
…
Chen Cha’an realized that all of Yan Huirou’s previous words were testing her. She’s such a headache, this one.
Chen Cha’an realized she had to tell her things that wouldn’t make her want to return, rather than continuing with vague negotiations that were neither true nor false. Forget it, better to be honest.
…Yan Yan, your family unfortunately passed away. Chen Cha’an sighed. I’ve compiled a portion of your past memories and tried sending them first. You’ll need to slowly go through them over the next two years.
Yan Huirou frowned. “That slow? I want to understand it now. Please just transmit a… ‘compressed package’ directly to me. I have this word in my mind, hmm, it should be this.”
Chen Cha’an: A compressed package? To what terrifying degree would that thing decompress in your mind?? You’d go crazy! Aren’t you afraid you’ll collapse from receiving too much information at once? No, my superior instructed me to ensure your mental stability.
“I think I can,” Yan Huirou said, staring at Jiang Xidai. She saw Sect Master Jiang’s eyelashes tremble, then open into a slit. When she saw Yan Huirou still by her side, she lazily closed them again.
Yan Huirou then silently replied, “I’m confident in my mental resilience. I thought about it all last night…”
Yan Huirou lowered her gaze and said, “What cannot be escaped, cannot be escaped in the end. So please transmit it to me quickly. I have a hunch this matter is related to Jiang Xidai.” If her fear had a reason, then she might have done something irreversible to Jiang Xidai. She didn’t want to deceive herself for these past two years any longer.
…Nor could she continue deceiving Sect Master Jiang, who said she had never met her, appearing completely unaware.
No.
“I am the receiver, and I believe I can.” Yan Huirou calmly replied, “Either now, or I don’t want to know, and I won’t do anything more. I’ll just stay here. You can cut the power supply, and I’ll vanish into dust with her. That would be a complete ending.”
You… you’re threatening me.
Fine, the one lying next to you is a yandere-obsessive villain, and you’re a crazy white lotus. Why didn’t I see it before? How… how truly alike you are. This time, Chen Cha’an complained out loud. I suggest you two lock yourselves together! So, it’s agreed, you must promise me to return within fifty years after receiving it.
“Thank you for your trouble. Remember to archive a copy of our conversation; it was my choice, so you’ll have an explanation if your superior blames you.” Yan Huirou evaded a direct answer, instead smiling. “Perhaps only after clarifying the past can I make a choice.”
The memories were already packaged. Chen Cha’an quickly prepared a compressed package for her.
Chen Cha’an sighed, nervously rubbed her hands, and then temporarily went offline.
Just then, Yan Huirou felt Jiang Xidai stir again. The woman finally half-opened her eyes, lifting them slightly with a languid air, as if she hadn’t slept so comfortably in a long time. She then turned over, curling into the blankets, her back to Yan Huirou.
The blankets had completely slipped, fully exposing the tattoo on her shoulder, making it seem chilling. Yan Huirou moved closer to her. Her fingertips touched the strangely beautiful, sprawling floral branches on Jiang Xidai’s back, gently tracing along the direction of the vines.
The woman subtly twitched her shoulder.
Yan Huirou’s hand paused quietly, then she leaned her face closer, lifting her chin to kiss that spot while Jiang Xidai was still drowsy.
Yan Huirou closed her eyes and discovered an anomaly in her sea of consciousness. Sure enough, a familiar pixelated icon, looking like a small package, appeared in her sea of consciousness. She could tap it simply by concentrating her thoughts.